12.27.2005

insanity reigns supreme.

I woke up this morning at about 6... ..a whole hour before my alarm goes off. I did the whole morning ritual, stretch, yawn, grab a cigarette and just blinked for a long while.
The first thing I did was grab my cell phone and check for messages...
dunno why.. nobody called or wrote. (I hate you all)
Anyhow, as of late, I've been obsessing over this girl.. in a good way, not some Glenn Close Fatal Attractionesque way. It's starting to border on unhealthy though. I can't think straight.. although it's gotten better today. Yesterday was completely unnerving. I didn't eat all day.. was too busy obsessing and moping. It's like my whole world went topsy turvy.
Not sure if there's a better description than that.

I wish you could all meet this girl, she's amazing. Completely amazing.

hmm. hopefully she won't mind if i put a snippet about her here...

She is....
insanely fun, beautiful, smart, sexy, sweet, witty, clever, understanding, sarcastic, literate, hip.. so tragically hip.. gorgeous, goofy, real. completely real. all of this and so much more.
everything i've ever wanted in someone and then some.

and yet she hasn't decided if i can keep her yet.
:/
guess it'll just take a bit more time.

12 days and counting...






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