Aha. So I was in the office today perusing the Marmot when I remembered that I too had a blog.
Much to my surprise (or was it) I found that I somehow managed to blog around the end of every year or so. I skipped 2007, not much must have happened.
I wish I had blogged more though. For some reason, it's like a little time slice of your life. I read back now and wonder how so much (or so little) has changed. Some things have changed. Some things haven't. I still wonder how Heej is doing. I'm still in touch with 수연. I went to a Karaoke place with my friend Daisuke and 나영, sang Last Christmas and thought of Beth. (Isn't that Irony.) My life is still semi-turbulent and rocky... but I realize more than ever that human beings have a hard time learning from their mistakes and that often, we bring our problems on ourselves.
All the wisdom in the world at my fingertips and yet I still fall for the wrong girl, still mess up with the right one. Still poor, but not really. Getting fat even though the gym is less than five minutes from my front door.
On the other hand, I my drinking is almost non-existent. I eat on a more regular basis, less ramen. All in all, I should be better off than before. BUT, I'm not.
So you might wonder, what exactly am I going on about?
Nothing as usual. I think I might try and blog more regularly though. I like the 'I don't like what I wrote two years ago, I think I'll delete that paragraph or three.' aspect. If you edit your blog, and remove a line, does that mean you delete it from your life as well? I mean, if you can't remember something, doesn't it mean that it effectively never happened? I used to be proud of the fact that I never cheated on a significant other and that I remembered my girlfriends' names and faces... As time passes, things start to fade. Strange, eh?
Somehow in my mind those two things link together. I read back at it now and it sounds rather discombobulated. Ha.
It appears I'm running out of things to talk about, so I'll stop this for now.
more to follow.
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